Well , Im not a difficult person to understand .

My principle is simple , I just want an update when you’re going out or you’re home .

I gave you freedom , i gave you lots of space .

I didn’t scold you when you look at other girls .

I would sacrifice anything for you .

I would do anything to make you happy .

And I understand you so well .

But , have you ever tried to understand me ?

Again and again , you hurt me .

Again and again , you said sorry .

To me , Why say sorry when you yourself know that you’re gonna repeat the same thing you did .

Heartaches .

Im so bored sia .

Kat skolah takdeorang nak msg . and then my darling baby tak bangun lagi .

URHHH !

nak masok facebook tak boleh .

this school is damn irritating lorr !!

i had no mood today . i don’t know why .

Maybe because im tired as ive been sleeping late and had to wake up early in the morning because of hari raya .

I feel so tired but i can’t sleep .

Im used to sleeping late already .

Urrrhhhh ! i want YOU baby .

i want a tight hug from you .

Hari Raya .

Its tiring but yet happening and exciting .

The best part is , we get money just by visiting ppl’s house .

heheheeee !

Well actually i had nothing much to say .

just that my days are getting so much better now ..

less stressful .

=D

Kims !

jijik sia aku !

nak termuntah pon ade !

WTF siiiiiaaaaaaaaaa !!

waaaaah chi - b..

Aku tak tau kenape aku yg haf to see all those disgusting F websites !

ahhhhh ! cant take it siaaaa !!!

aku disgusted giler sssiiiiaaa !!

LameLame aku jadi gileeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Senang je kan , ” gi tdo la . besok i okla .” 

Senang sangat !

padahal da nak masok 11 mnths we’re together .

and yet u still dont know me !

GET THIS STRAIGHT !

I wont be able to sleep at all when something abt us or u is playing in my damn head !

Get it !

Susah sangat ke nak blg ?

Aku ni sape ?

I tak paham !

I was merely joking and you take it seriously which i dont know why !

URRRRHHHHHH ! GERAMNYE AKU !!!!!!!

SUMPAH !!!! GERAM GILERRR !!! 

AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!

Seriously , when will it end ?

Will it ever end ?

This is a question that will not be answer .

Where only time can answer .

We keep on asking ourselves questions that most of the time it can’t be answer .

Where we keep on finding it but never can we find them .

Sometimes we feel like giving up but we never can .

Because that question will always be in our mind and never disappear until we find the solution .

Giving up is useless .

If you ever give up , then we are just a useless person .

Only losers and useless person gives up .

Ive been waiting for the time to eat ” Nasi Ayam Penyek “

And you promised to go today , which is sunday ..

But suddenly you said you’re too lazy to go .

I was so disappointed when i heard that . 

I became disheartened .

I also wanted to watch movie and buy some stuff for this coming “Hari Raya”

Uhh , its so disappointing .

What the hell ..

If you don’t want to go than fine ,

I’d rather go myself than going with someone that do not have the mood to go .

And you said you wanted to take the public .

I dont mind taking the public ..

I’m quite used to it , but are you ?

I don’t want to hear any complains that you are tired and everything when we are half way there .

And I dont want to force you to go .

I just want us to go out and have fun , only the two of us .

Its been quite some time since we do that .

And i miss all the fun we had together when we go out .

You’re always too busy with work .

Maybe you’re just tired .

You’re always tired when you’re with me or when we are going out .

But you never were tired when your friends ask you out .

Uhh , i dont know la , haiiizzz !

Kehidupan ,

penuh dengan dugaan dan cabaran yang harus di tempuhi .

Baik yang burok , baik yang indah .

Ive certainly learnt alot of things ..

New things like ,

something wonderful could turn terrible ,

And something thats terrible could turn wonderful .

Its unpredictable but yet exciting .

Each person’s life has it own exciting part ..

Like what we do in composition .

THE CLIMAX .

Lets cut it short ,

He met with an accident again .

=’(

Its the fourth time in this month .

When he told me ,

obviously i was shocked ..

and my eyes was watery ..

i didnt say much to him..

cos i noe that once i started to talk alot ,

ill cry ..

So , i stayed strong .

After putting down the phone , i went into my room and start texting him

with my tears rolling down .

I was really worried about him .

I really dont want him to meet with an accident ,

even if its just a minor one .

It scares me to hell .

Now , another money crisis appeared .

But i noe that we’re gonna go through this .

Go through it together .

Byy , im here for u , and im not going to let u do it alone ..

even if i cant help u with money , im here to encourage u to be strong .